Amanda Joy Photography

Scared

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I get scared. Often.

What will they think of me? What if I talk too fast?

Before every photoshoot... I get nervous.

What if I drop my camera in the water? What if I run out of memory cards?

So I sit there. Anxiously. Waiting.

What if her dress gets dirty? What if I look funny?

These are my nervous feet. Yes. My nervous feet.

When I get nervous, this is what I do. I look down at my feet, stick my hands under my legs and chew on my lips.

I don't want to anymore.

Nerves aren't bad. You have to start somewhere; being nervous makes you get better. It makes you grow.

I don't want to stay here.

Looking down at my feet.